i think

i think i've done a good thing

let it snow, let it snow...

no matter how bad the world is treating me right now, snow always makes me smile.

lame

my blog that is

one thing...

on thing the horoscope doesn't tell you about taurus: cowards. every single one of them.

the morning benders

why i love this band? not only is their music easy on your ears, they are also easy on the eyes. chris is a genius. i wish them the best of luck <3

Yours Truly Presents: The Morning Benders "Excuses" from Yours Truly on Vimeo.

last time i saw you...

you gave me flowers and a cake for my birthday. jokingly you said it was for my birthday, christmas, new years, valentines... maybe you weren't joking... faith was an illusion...

how my brain works or not

why do i still feel so sad and lonely? i thought it was all because of my period but that is over and out with. i feel really anxious. i want to do things. many things. but i feel like school is holding me down. (dang it, i forgot to play the lottery). before i can move anywhere or do anything i need to finish school. come on now. i know this. grr... i only have 2 more years... then i can go anywhere in the world that i want to. options: japan, england, colombia, maybe korea, or just back to the states. gee, i'm pretty damn lucky. i will stop bitchin now.

feeling selfish

i am annoyed that my cousin is going to name her baby Amelia. Amelia is my grandma's name. She raised ME. I should be entitled to that name. my cousin grew up in ecuador. she barely knew mita. oh and to make things worse, my other cousin wants to name her baby Amelia as well. good thing she isn't pregnant yet. anyway, IF i ever have a baby and it's a girl, her name is going to be Amelia. And unlike my cousins, I will have tons of stories to tell her about her great grand mother 'mita'. holler!

red lips

the kind i get after a long make-out session.

what to do when depression starts lurking...?

you set goals.
you start working out.
you are determined to lose 10-15 lbs.
you once again start training for that marathon.
then you realize how fucking lonely you are and everything comes crashing down.
yeah that is what happened exactly 6 years ago.
hey it beats getting wasted all the time like 2 years ago...

i am really having a hard time :'(

it looks [better] like this

there's a place I'd like to go somewhere out [east],
it's not specific, and the pictures show it best.
I know there's trees I know there's sand and I know there's grass,
I know it's somewhere in the past.
There's a [boy] out there who's lookin for it too,
[he's] not sure when [he'll] go or exactly what [he'll] do.
If i am doomed am I the first on or the last?
Am I just someone from the past?

oh wow... sad

thanks to a certain man i will be a fuck up for the rest of my life and there is nothing i can do about it.
fuck you luis alfredo chala.