then i guess it must NOT be love..

when you are not the first thing in their head when they wake up, when they can go days without seeing you or touching you, when other things are always more important than spending time with you, when a phone call is to hard to keep for more than two minutes, when you feel its not worth trying anymore,..

when?... not yet...

I don't have to leave anymore
What I have is right here
Spend my nights and days before
Searching the world for what's right here

Underneath and unexplored
Islands and cities I have looked
Here I saw
Something I couldn't over look

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

See what I've done
That bridge is on fire
Going back to where I've been
I'm froze by desire
No need to leave

Where would I be
IF this were to go under
It's a risk I'd take
I'm froze by desire
As if a choice I'd make

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore

why don't we talk...

Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say, women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you'll know, you'll know

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost
And what you had
And what you lost

i'm feeling better

I am not sure how this happened. at least now i don't have that many thoughts in my head. i feel less anxious.

i think

i think i've done a good thing

let it snow, let it snow...

no matter how bad the world is treating me right now, snow always makes me smile.

lame

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